We're a masterpiece ♥

Sisters

2012-02-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

We own the gold medal for sisterhood.

All of these pictures were taken on 4th of February.
We went out, to AEON Jusco Malacca and we had lots of fun shopping here and there, laughing and all.
I'm surely gonna miss you guys once i'm away from this place. Definitely.
These girls are the best roommates ever.

We understand each other.
We solve problems together.
No secret between us.

B342 is the best!

Oh yeah. Things are complicated right now.
Orang cakap putar belit, sangat ramai sekali dekat sini. Yeay. Lantak kalian lah. Malas aku nak melayan. I'm stay cold with everyone right here. Except to some certain people who i can talk with.
The rest, godai.

Random

2012-02-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Too busy with everything around me. Classes and everything.
Things between me and the loved ones, family, roommates, classmates, close friends and boyfriend, nothing's wrong. Happy to the max.

But somehow, there are some people that so so so annoying. And I have no time to deal and argue with immature people.

Poor Erni. She's been trying so hard. No one's appreciate her idea.
We, those people who agreed with her idea, are the awesome ones. Why? Cause everybody else are doing the same damn thing and out of all, we decided to do different thing than the rest. Too bad, those people who only know how to oppose without thinking the reason why she chose that, are seriously stupid. Not using yr brain and immediately oppose it, wasn't that just plain stupid? No?

We are different cause we're awesome liddat.
We are who we are we don't follow the trends.

Take that.
Adios.

Untitled

2012-02-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

Kinda tak puas hati sebenarnya.

Aku tak suka orang yang kalau ada problem someone, libatkan and menyusahkan orang sekeliling.
Paling aku benci, buat keputusan sendiri, kalau perkara tu melibatkan orang lain.

I know you're reading this.

What's the point tukar everything sesuka hati. Kitorang ni siapa actually? Aku bersabar tau tak, kau ni memang kepala tu, nak ikut kepala kau sendiri je kan? Bukannya nak tanya orang lain dulu and everything, ni, suka hati je .

Tolonglah ubah sikit perangai tu.

You don't know anything, you turns everything upside down. Pekebendaaaa lah kau ni.

Dah.

Hello saturday

2012-01-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

So, tomorrow, I'm going back to Malacca and there, the battle begins.

Tonight, my lovely best friend will come! We're gonna study physics together, sleep together and go back to the college together tomorrow. Weeweeee.
We're gonna struggle together.

Don't tell her. I love her so much. Who else? Eka Natasha lah ;)

I hope, the good luck will come again this time. I'm aiming for higher result. Amiin

My inner thoughts

2012-01-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

You know what I always wanted to do with you?

Getting married, have a cute babies and living a wonderful life.
I could just stay here beside you, and love you.
I just miss you so much. I don't know why everything has to change. No matter how bad you hurt me, I'll never be over you. And yeah, you are my only favourite person among all the people outside there.

And I hope it'll will remain until forever.

Recap : New year 2012

2012-01-22T15:08:00.000+08:00

I spend whole night with sayang :)

We didn't watch the fireworks together however. We had our late night movie together masa tu :) Seriously, bandaraya melaka bernyawa tak seperti sebelumnya masa malam tahun baru tu. I don't really like being in the crowded place. Tapi tujuan sebenar keluar tu, bukannya nak celebrate New Year or whatever pun. Tak pernah seumur hidup celebrate new year. Haha.
We've celebrated my 19th birthday together actually :) Makan cake, tengok movie, main arcade etc. I love him so much and thank you for that day sayang :)

Plus, masa 1 January tu, went back to college dalam pukul 3 kot baru sampai. I straight away tidur, mematikan diri sebab semalaman berjaga, talking to him :) As I woke up at 7 kot, Najihah kejut sebab nak celebrate birthday aku. I was like, awwwwwww. I thought cukup kena telan air sabun malam 29 december tu je, ni, dapat 3 jenis cake Secret Recipe pula. Dengan sayang, I ate Raspberry Cheesecake. With my roomies, ada 3 which are Strawberry, Banana chocolate and chocolate Ice cream cake kot tak silap. Haha. Iloveyouguyssomuch ♥

Tipu kalau tak ada adegan calit-mencalit kek kat muka kan? Haha. Ada. Tedd yang start dulu. Nakal juga dia okay. And we ran everywhere nak mengelak and of course, muka aku lah yang paling banyak kena tepek icing cake tu. HAHA.

I'm so glad that I have a very supportive roommates and boyfriend. I'm missing them so much currently. Rindu nak bergaduh dengan Adabiah, Najihah and kenakan mereka berdua with Erni Natasya.
And I hope we can excel masa UPS ni okay roommates? Iloveyouguys.

I rarely post nowadays. Preparing for my upcoming mid sem exam. Yeah. Of course I wanna get better than PSPM1. I wanna get higher pointer than just 3.7. InsyaAllah, with all the wills and supports from everyone around me, I'll be able to get 4.0 soon. InsyaAllah. Tak 4.0, 3.9 pun jadilah :)

See you guys soon!

Recap : December 29th, 2011

2012-01-02T13:33:00.000+08:00

I'm turning 19th, officially :')

Sharp at 1200 am, sayang called and sing me a Happy Birthday song. Thank you sayang. By that time, I was talking and laughing so hard with my lovely roommates. Marina and caca was also there :)
After that, I feel so sleepy. So, i decided to iron my kurung for the next day. Tengah ironing, caca datang minta barang tuuuuut. So i went back masuk bilik bagi dia barang, ada pula ajak pergi cuci muka. Tak terfikir apa pun masa tu, sebab memang selama ni kalau nak cuci muka, mesti pergi toilet sama-sama dengan any of my roommates.

Tengah basuh muka, malaun mana ntah pergi tutup lampu. The one I know, tinggal me and caca je dekat sinki tu. Gelapnya nauzubillah. Caca suruh pergi bukakkan lampu. Aku cuak sebenarnya. Tengah aku berjalan, lalu shower, aku sedar sebelah aku ada something, warna putih and hitam. Aku pandanag, splash!!! MARINA RUPANYA! Dah lah Tshirt putih -_______________- Dua kali kena simbah, air daia, siap TERtelan lagi :/ Whatever it is, it was fun tho! Roommates semua sporting and lawak nak mampus! HAHA. Ilovethemsomuch ♥ Caca and marina too :') Thank you guys. You guys made my day and I'll remember that night forever because it was my first time ever kena prank, nasib baik no telur or air yang busuk gila babi :P

Done until now, I'll post about spending the night with him to celebrate my 19th and new year with him pula :)

Al-Fatihah Fathi Ihsan

2011-12-24T14:45:00.000+08:00

I might not know him well.
But Fathi is my 17 year-old brother's friend.
Fariz went out of home to Seremban this very early morning for his Futsal tournament.

Habis tournament, Fariz lepak mamak with some of his futsal mates and Fathi went home with one of the futsal mates.
Ajal maut ditangan Tuhan. Fathi terlibat dengan kemalangan jalan raya and beliau meninggal di tempat kejadian while lagi seorang cedera parah.
Fariz is now on his way to Hospital Seremban to pay a visit to both of them.

Do me a favour. Let us recite Al-Fatihah to Allahyarham Fathi Ikhsan berdoa agar lagi seorang kawan mereka tu selamat. Amin.

I miss you

2011-12-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

I really miss the moment when I'm hanging out with you, we talked and laughed all the time, ignoring all the people around us.
I just want us, the two of us only, next time when we're going out okay sayang? :)

Looking tired, I know. But I really miss this.

Can we just, do this again sayang?

This is what I want :/

2012 is coming soon.

2011-12-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

This year, I went through a lot of things. Heart broken, bliss and so on.
I have a lot of things to say.
It's actually my 19th wishlist. However, I won't say it cause the only thing that I want for my birthday is, him. Yes you Auf Iylia. I hope we could go through this. If things getting much harder next time, I hope you'll stay by my side and don't ever give up. Like I did.

Promise me that you'll be happy by my side.
It's 8.30 pm and I love you. I just hope that you're all there for me and I will love you.

The worst thing that you could do is, stop loving me and leave me.

I just really hope that my 19th this year will bring such happiness to me. Yes. I really hope for that.

And the happiest moment of all is

Like he always did to me, unexpectedly.
I still remember the first time we're holding hands.

December is coming to an end. So does 2011.

2011-12-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

The year ends so fast, without we realizing it.

Things that I always wish we could do together.

2011-12-19T15:15:00.000+08:00

Bytheway, congratulations sayang for the gold medal. I'm so proud of and you told me that the first try you made on the first game is for me aite? Awwww :')

And this is the reason why. You broke my heart.

2011-12-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

All of these has already happened to us.
Are we going down right now? Are we?

All I need is this.

2011-12-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

I love you too much to walk away.

I'm just different than those girls. I should be treated differently.

2011-12-13T01:19:00.002+08:00

Thank you for being so dumb.

Dear boyfriend,

It hurts. But I'm willing to take the risk since the time I said, I do.

2011-12-13T01:16:00.000+08:00

Negaholic

2011-12-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

Start thinking positively.
I'm staying away from things that might hurt me much like facebook. Yeah.

This is for real.

I know you'll love it boy.
Cause I'll stop stalking you, when I've started to deactivate this shit.
I hope you like it.

I just need you to come and get me, whenever I feel so insecure. But you don't. I guess, I'm nothing to you anymore.

Semangat Sem Baru

2011-12-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

Since masuk sem 2, I admit, I can feel the passion for this Semester.
Tak tau keputusan sem 1 lagi, aku dah stay up bagai belajar. Gila betul -.-

Bytheway, I wanna improve myself for this semester. Malas nak layan perkara remeh. I wanna make a better relationship with everyone except for the two people that I seriously tak berkenan perangai since first time jejak kaki dekat sini. LOL. Boleh pula macam tu kan?
Akan mempertingkatkan diri, kurangkan main. Nak 4.00 kot, kena kembali jadi nerd macam zaman menengah rendah lah, Hewhewhew. Will try my best. Chaiyok!!
Sekarang ni pun, dapat lecturer yang skema macam PUAN Ra'biah, memang confirm aku hadap buku :/ Bytheway, selamat pengantin baru cikgu! :)

Thanks to those who wished me Congrats for these two days and congrats to you guys too! ^.^

P/s: So excited for this 29th! Turning 19 and I wanna be home!

PSPM 1 : Result.

2011-12-06T19:02:00.001+08:00

I remember, Semester 1 is my honeymoon semester. Kalau boleh, hari-hari buat panggung wayang dekat bilik ni, tidur dalam kuliah, ponteng kelas. Seriously.
Masa nak PSPM lah baru aku pulun habis-habisan, sampai tak lalu makan, apa semua.

A week before today, I've set my target for this PSPM 1 result. You know what's my target? At least, 1.90. See how low my target is? At least survive PSPM 1 pun jadi lah, as long as tak kena kick out of this matriculation programme sebab confirm bonda and ayahanda akan kecewa.

Tadi, tak payah cakap lah berapa banyak kali aku keluar masuk toilet, cirit-birit sebab nervous nak tahu result sendiri. Dengan segala rumours yang aku dengar, buat aku gementar gila. Sebab aku memang takut sangat kalau aku hampakan bonda dan ayahanda aku. Dinamika class ends at 2.30, me and my classmates waited at the HEP. Pukul 3 pm tepat, result ditampal and I just couldn't believe my eyes with what I saw.
I was expecting the first number that I'll see on the paper is 1. But I'm totally wrong. It's 3 and I cried immediately after that. Ya Allah, I was so happy back there at the hep and immediately look at the rest of the number. More than I expected. I called my mom and burst into the tears of happiness.

More than 3.5, but less than 3.8. That's all I can say.

I was so happy until now, because I studied at the very last minute and I couldn't believe it, I could get this kind of results.
Mama told me that she's proud of me and I cried because I manage to make both of my parents happy with myself :) Thank you bonda, thank you ayahanda untuk segala doa.

Still, Module 1 is the hardest. The pure science stream and I know I can do it. 4 flat for the final sem!

Congratulations to all my friends who survive in this battle :)

Friends and Foe

2011-12-04T03:39:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to say actually.

I'm glad enough that I have friends like Eka, Marina, Ara dan yang sewaktu dengannya. Dengan mereka, tak perlu hipokrit. Tak puas hati, cakap je, tak ada nak gaduh-gaduh MACAM BUDAK KECIL. Seriously. I'm saying this cause, right now, I'm living in a place where the neighborhood dekat sini semua macam entah apa-apa.
Kesalahan yang dilakukan, tak boleh ditegur. Nanti mula tarik muka, siap bawak geng dia sekali suruh anti orang bagai.
The fuck?

Kalau diri tu tak boleh ditegur, tak payah buat perangai. SENANG CERITA.

I miss you.

2011-12-04T02:02:00.000+08:00

Yes. I miss you so much.
Can't you see it? We're fading. I mean, the love we used to have before. I don't feel the sparks between us anymore. Every time I see your face, you give me this one look, empty look. What's wrong sayang?
I see a storm is heading our way. I'm sorry if I've ever hurting so bad before. I didn't mean it. I love you.

Let’s try holding each other,
Found a love to last forever.
Up here gives you wings to stay strong, ooh.
The air is pure that we’re breathing.
We’re something to believe in,’cause I feel it’s where we both belong.

Meet the best mates ever :)

2011-12-04T01:40:00.000+08:00

Seriously, they are the best ever!
I can't go a day without hearing their laughter and their noisy voices of course ;)

This is before the last paper of UPS, Chemistry paper 1.
We're cute. Isn't it? HAHAHAHA

Kbye.

December

2011-12-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

It's the last month of 2012. Howya doing people? I hope you're doing fine. I'm good even I'm not really in a good condition. I mean, it has been about 2 weeks I'm suffering from a flu and bad cough. Seriously bad. I can't sleep well at night because I can't really breath. I took lots of medicines already and it's still the same. Okay, enough.

Well, I'm really excited for December, not because of Ombak Rindu or whatever. This is the month when I was born, 19 years ago. I'm not expecting anything during the day I'm turning 19 years old officially, but I just hope I'm happy during that day. Some of my close friends shares the same birthday month with me too. Izatul Husni will be 19 years old on 8th , Marina on 10th. My family who shares the same month with me, which is Fariz, on 18th and ayahanda is on 24th. I can't wait to prank Husni and Marina, seriously. Haha

Besides, my Final Semester 1 examination results will come up on 6th December. Yeah, I'm a lil bit nervous because I'm afraid if I didn't do well, I might get kick out of this college. I hope i can stay here til the last battle on April.

That's all for today. Have a blast December and happy always!
I'll update more soon, Xx

Little reasons to smile

2011-11-27T04:59:00.000+08:00

These are some of the reasons for me to smile.
More on http://littlereasonstosmile.tumblr.com

Stay happy people :)

You. Yes you.

2011-11-27T04:42:00.000+08:00

Yes. I love you still.

She'll give up soon.

2011-11-27T04:32:00.000+08:00

Cause she will one day, if you didn't do anything and keep up with your egos.
Good luck boys.

Deactivated

2011-11-27T04:30:00.000+08:00

I've deactivated my facebook account.
Yes.
Because I just can't stop myself from feeling so fucking jealous or whatever.

I'm sorry for being sad. Yeah, sorry for that. Sorry for all the jealousy.
I guess, you never really bother about my feelings and you just do whatever you want.
Okay.
I know who I am now.

I've controlled myself from talking to boys. I did those because of you. And what did I get?
Sometimes, I feel like you're being so fucking sweet with the others, compared to me.
I know, we're no longer like before. We have nothing to talk about. But I've tried my best.

I'm sorry. I'm not a good girlfriend. I can't even take care of myself. I can never take care of you.
I'm sorry for being such a burden.

We used to be so sweet to each other. So cute when we're together. I guess, it's just a dream. *I'm so sad until tears flowing down my cheeks right now*
I just hate this feeling that I'm having right now and you're not here, with me.

You're not changing. Maybe, it's me who didn't know you well enough. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for being such a jerk.

But, i'll never give up on you. As easy as you gave up on me.
Mark it.

Spread the love

2011-11-27T02:18:00.001+08:00

You know. We're so close to one another but we're too far.
If you know what I mean.
I wish I could see you everyday. Without bothering what other people thinks about us.

And I miss our long late night conversations :/

"Nobody’s gonna love you like I did
Nobody’s gonna kiss the way I kiss
Nobody’s gonna play the fool for you
Nobody’s gonna love you like I do
Nobody’s gonna spend the way I spent
Nobody’s gonna love you till the end
Nobody’s gonna play the fool for you
Nobody’s gonna love you like I do"

I'm sorry

2011-11-19T22:43:00.001+08:00

Sayang,
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you so badly before. I'm sorry if i annoy you too much. I'm sorry if I acted a bit too much because I only wanna talk to you. I'm sorry if I wanna tell you about my pointless story and you're not interested to listen. I'm sorry for tweeting much about you, thinking so much about you. I'm sorry if our story now has turned out to be so different than before. I'm sorry for trying to start a conversation but you get bored with me and reply me with :) only. I'm sorry you took so long to reply and I get disappointed. I'm sorry for being so boring. I'm sorry if one day, we're falling apart.

iloveyousomuch and i hope you know that ♥

Emotional breakdown.

2011-11-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

I always did. At least for now.

Dream Guy

2011-11-17T18:24:00.000+08:00

Every girl have their own dream guy right?
Their future husband/boyfriend must be this, must be like that and so on.

Auf once asked me, 'Apa ciri lelaki idaman?'
To be honest, I don't really ada specific kan anything for lelaki idaman. I'm like, if he's suppose to be mine, then he'll be mine. Macam tu lah.
I should have one. Yes now I realize, I should have at least one ciri-ciri lah. Cause, I won't get hurt so bad in the future kalau I have one as he's the type that I want. Kan? *Apalah aku merepek ni*

My dream guy.

Doesn't smoke. Cause I seriously hate it.
Level of patience must be REALLY, i mean, fucking REALLY HIGH.
Gentleman.
Respect me.
Be the real man. Yknow, boyfriends nowadays, hal girlfriend dia ada problem dengan whoever, semak je nak join sekaki macam apa je. Thank god auf is not like that.
I'm not the kind of girl who will starts the conversation between me and him. Unless aku rasa aku nak mulakan conversation tu. Yes, so, my dream guy, dia mesti be the one yg mulakan conversation kalau aku tak mulakan. Bila dah mula, biasanya tak boleh stop cause aku ni ada je benda nak cakap :P
Mulut tak manis sangat, tapi cukup membuatkan aku bahagia. Ehem :)
Never give up on me. If he tried so hard to get me before, he should try harder after he got me. Seriously, most of the guys, bila dah dapat awek, dia buat awek dia wujud tak wujud je. Masa mula-mula mengorat, gelabah je kalau terlepas -.-

Banyak lagi, tapi dah lupa lah. I'll update soon :)

K, later loves.

My heart still cares

2011-11-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

You said that you're bad. I don't know which part of you shows that.
Iloveyou.still.

This, made my day.

2011-11-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

Fucking cute dear chubby Elmo

One of a kind

2011-11-10T20:51:00.002+08:00

I hope I could get one like this on my birthday next month.

Just stay with me, will you?

2011-11-10T20:01:00.003+08:00

You don't know me well. Could you please go away?

2011-11-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

People nowadays, are just a fucking judgementalist cunt.

Whatever. I just don't care.

I'm living a happy life with my friends, family and boyfriend. Stop talking about me, can you? I hate you for some certain reasons and I already stop talking about you and even forgot that you actually exist. But why the fuck you're still keep talking about me? Who are you?
You don't even listen to me, why must i even to all your rubbish? I just don't understand you and I'll never know who you are. I don't wanna know a shit about you.

To anyone that ever related.
Cause heard some shitty stories about me.
STOP WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING OKAY BITCH? -.-

Adios.

Kau Ada?!

2011-11-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

Okay, this 'kau ada?' thing, used to be a trend before at Twitter. It looks like fun when saying this. Isn't it?
But for me, ANNOYING nak mampus.

Why?

Let me give you guys a situation.
Once, when I was in study week, it's lunch hour. Sunday. Watched Melodi and it tells us about this one reality program, I don't know what is it. The only thing I know is, it's the place where the not-so-pretty-and-handsome people could show their talent and skills in singing. And here comes the part there's a lady saying this, "Rupa tak ada, tapi suara aku ada. Kau ada?". I was like, whattafak? Yes clearly she's showing off. Another term of this 'Kau Ada?' is, SHOWING OFF. Come on, if your voice is like Celine Dion, I would praise you hell much. Ini, you're not that awesome, but cakap besar betul. Girl, I have a good body figure, rupa ada, SUARA pun merdu. Awak ada? Okay, doesn't means to offend anymore. I'm sorry if you're offended.

'Aku ada blackberry, iPhone. Kau ada?'
Ehem. 'Saya ada Sambung Corby II, Samsung Galaxy tab, Sambung Galaxy S2. Awak ada?'

Kalau nak berlagak, berpada-pada.
Kalau sekadar menipu tak sudah, just stop it and shut the hell up.

Later, xxx

Please, just go away.

2011-11-10T15:30:00.000+08:00

I just need this flu to go away and stop making me suffer :/ I can't do anything at all. Astaghfirullah.

There's this one thing that I always wanted to do for so long. Making a survey about what people actually think about falling in love/being in a relationship or what does love really means to them. Does it means, staying together? Or maybe, it's all about being honest and be true to your loved ones? Or maybe, changing your partners for hundred times?
Cause I can't find the true meaning of it from people's action nowadays. I, myself, have my own thoughts about it. Love is one of the best feelings in the entire world and can only be felt by your heart.
If you clarify love by exchanging your partner every seconds, you're definitely wrong. Or maybe, to you, it's right. What's the reason you fall for her/him? Because of a small misunderstanding, you started to make a decision, which is, to move on. It might be easy for you, but it's hard to your partner. One thing I know for sure about falling in love is, we must accept everything, either it is good or bad, about our partner. If you can't do that, just forget about being in a relationship. Never ever think about it in the first place.

And if you think it's all about your happiness, stop it. It's about both of you. Plus, if you think love never hurts, you're wrong too. I guess. If you never get hurt, it's not love. Like old folks said, Bukan cinta namanya kalau tidak pernah terluka. Ever heard of it before? Yes, that's it.

This is just my thoughts. Stop judging. Live a happy life.

Xxx

Things are rough, but it teaches me to be stronger than ever.

2011-11-08T16:17:00.001+08:00

To know that my dad is not well, anak mana yang tak sedih?
Ayahanda looks so happy on the outside. Tapi aku cukup tak sangka, dia ada musuh dalam selimut, relatives kami sendiri.
I hope you're doing fine ayahanda :)

Baru berapa hari cuti ni, aku tak keluar mana. Tipu lah kalau aku kata aku tak bosan duduk rumah kan? But, those boredom are killed bila adik is here. Spending time with him memang seronok. Dengar dia ketawa and everything, it's just so calm.

Things are quite rough, between me and him. I don't know what went wrong. But now we're okay. Between those two days, I know who my real friends are.
Girls, thanks for your concern. I know I acted a lil bit silly and weak, but I really appreciate it.
Caca, Najihah, Ara, Nona, Nabilah, Rara and some more people that ask and give their advice. Thanks a lot ♥

Saya nak keluar jalan-jalan dengan Caca, Ara and Marina. Weh, Jom tengok Immortal nak tak? Nak tak? Macam merepek and best je cerita tu. Hari tu kita tengok Real Steel and shopping Roxy. This time around, jom tengok Immortal jommmm.

Gaaah. I'm hungry. I'm craving for McD's pancakes. Maybe tomorrow, I shall gegar McD JJ Maluri with caca. Auumm

Later people.
Xxx

P/S: Some people just don't know how to shut their motherfucking mouth.

Sisterhood

2011-11-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

I miss my sisters. Yes. My awesome, wonderful roommates.

Erni Natasya Mohd Sani
Najihah Rawiah Abd Rahman
Siti Adabiah Ramli

Whenever I'm with them, I can always be me. You know, They're the best that I found over there. To be compared with my previous roomies, this year's the best.

Masing-masing tak banyak buat hal, baik-baik belaka. We shared stories, we laughed together. Everything we do, we'll do it together. Dalam bilik tu, memang aku lah yang macam kecoh sikit kan, memang lahiriah aku macam tu. And they're okay with it. Adabiah pelawak tegar, Jie jenis melayan je and Erni jenis pemalu, lengkap gila dah tu.

And now, kami dalam proses nak pindah bilik, ke floor bawah. Hari tu dugaan gila. Esoknya paper biology, petang tu ribut semua, habis bilik kami banjir. Sodih nak mampuih den katooo. Katil den , keliling ada air. Dah macam tidur atas pulau. HAHA. Masa tu nampak yang my roomies ni bukan jenis yang penting diri. They helped me to reorganize everything back, save my papers and everything. OMG, they're the best ever.

I hope we can stay together until the end of our days at KMM. I hope tak ada yang kena tendang keluar or anything. Amiin.

Semester 1 final break

2011-11-04T16:49:00.000+08:00

It feels so good to be home.

Catch you guys later <3

Yasmin Hani ♥ Sha'arin Razali

2011-10-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

Go here and watch this.

http://vimeo.com/30967253

They're so cute. I wanna do that with my love, one day.

Semoga berkekalan Yasmin Hani & Sha'arin Razali. Selamat pengantin baru :)

PSPM 1.

2011-10-23T03:59:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Sorry for no updates. I've been so busy recently. Preparation for the upcoming exam. PSPM 1.
I promise i'll update as soon as my papers are over.

:)

Hello new friends !

I'll be back soon and I have a lot of stories to tell .
Much love, xx.

FAKER ALERT.

2011-09-27T01:08:00.000+08:00

Girl, I bet you're my junior.

ADIK ni kata,
dia google gambar saya tu. Gambar gadis melayu, and she found the picture.
She's lying.
I've googled it and tak ada pun.
Instead, I googled nama penuh Isma, and I found it.

Damn girl.
I bet you know us.

One night stand with my ♥

2011-09-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

10^th September 2011 until 11^th September 2011.

Within these two dates, I have such a wonderful moments with my love one. Yeah, the only one, him. We've planned for this like months before that. Since the moment aku tak tahu ada nya program Alpha on that saturday. I always wanted to overnight with him. Cuma macam masa tak mengizinkan. Yeah, we're busy and terlalu komited dengan studies. YEKYEK JE KAU HANI. HAHA.

Apa pun, everything went well and after his Alpha Program, he rest and sharp at 2 o'clock, kami mengangkat bontot dan segala yang perlu menapak keluar dari KMM tercinta ni. Auuchh.We took the cab to Masjib Tanah and meet Fakhrul while waiting for the awesome Patt Hup Bus. And then, we took the bus to the MC, change our clothes. Masa ni, aku tak sangka ada orang sedang menunggu kami rupanya. Which is Shamimie and her boyf, Amirul. Seriously aku tak sangka mereka tunggu kami dekat MC tu T.T

So after change our clothes and makan sikit, we went staright to DP. Sampai sini je, aku terus pergi cucuk duit and byebye Mimi. Pusing satu DP MP, aku pun tak ingat apa kami buat dah. Yang aku tau aku nak cari accessories and we went like up and down all over the DP. HAHA.
Yeah, we ate at the Big Apple LOL. I'm not into donuts ni semua actually. Memandangkan si dia mengidam, belilah yang tiga tu , I pick one and he pick two. I realised ada satu girl pandang je aku sambil senyum. I feel kinda awkward and I don't know why, senyum je balik. Lepas tu makan and borak-borak kosong with him :) After that, continue naik atas masuk FOS , keluar pergi sana-sini, belek macam-macam. HAHA

And I don't remember at what time, we went to the Dataran tu, and bergolek-golek lah main dekat situ with him. And Mimi and Amirul was there too. We took lots of pictures and I love every single of it. Puas borak semua, he took me to Taming Sari sebab dah almost sunset. Dan, saya ni GAYAT terima kasih. Too bad, the sun was not there sebab diselubungi awan yang sangat tebal. Seriously. We went up there and tengok je la sekitar Bandaraya melaka tu. I love it anyway and thank you baby :)

And after that, kami berjalan-jalan dekat pasar malam depan 7Eleven tu. I saw a very cute Persian Cat, mengiaw macam minta dilepaskan. Homaigoddd. Masa tu rasa sedih gila tak sanggup nak tengok terus tarik auf blah dari situ, pergi MP. Haha.
Di MP, kami jalan-jalan lagi. Selalunya aku ni dah letih, tapi hari tu tak da lah letih sangat. Hikk. Ke panggung wayang, book midnight movie and went to Baskin Robbins, his one and only most favourite thing. He's an ice-cream maniac like seriously. So i belanja him the large 3 scoop punya tu. Suka tengok dia makan ice cream tu, macam dah lama tak makan je punn. HAHA. We borak-borak. That's the best part everything. Yes, when we talk face-to-face, lagi best. Sebab aku suka buat ekspresi muka and kadang-kadang tu dia ketawa and ajuk balik and bla bla bla :) And Adeliana tegur me, with Arina. Hikk. Omeynya exclassmate saya tuuu.

And then, we waited for my roomate, Ted and her boyf, zali. Dah jumpa, lepak-lepak, tiba-tiba Jong pula datang tegur kami. Uih, makin besar aku tengok kau weh .________. Lepas tu, ingat nak jalan-jalan, bila dah melekat dengan si Zaly ni, kerap nau tanya nak pegi mana, nak pegi mana. HAHA. Last-last bawa diri masing-masing, me and auf went to Thai Kuang nak beli kertas graf as nak buat report chemist. FUHYOHH. HAHA. Dalam masa nak tunggu wayang pukul 11.15, we went to the arcade and this is the fun moment! I don't really like arcade seriously. But for him, bantai je la. Dah main semua, tak sangka pula seronok kann. HAHA.

Lepas tu jumpa kak mimie, jalan lagi, and bowling pula :) Kami tak main, just tengok Mimi and her boyf main je. And after that, movie time! We saw Zaly and Ted in the same panggung too. Yelah, midnight, siapa je dooo yang ada dalam panggung nuu. Sikit nauu. HAHA. I was soo sleepy back there. Tapi tengok juga lah. Perut pun berkeroncong, naisee one :P

Habis movie, around 12 ke 1 in the morning, went to the McD DP and makang! Hoh kebuluran i you know :) My McD favourite burger ever, Fillet-O-Fish. Plus with Apple pie and Milo McFlurry. Hah heavennyeeeee. Dah berbulan mengidam nak baham McD, tak kesampaian. Sekali dapat, seronok. Habis makan semua, melepak di situ and he teach me how to do the report and so on. Sampai satu tahap aku dah mengantuk gila, kami pun masuk dalam with Zaly and Ted, tidur-tidur ayam. HAHAHA.

Sharp at 5 in the morning, we went to the Dataran again and this time, seronok! I got my piggy ride! Hikk. Although saya ni nampak macam lebih besar dari dia dari segi kelebaran badan, dia sangat gagah membawa saya berlari-lari dia keseluruhan padang. Haha terasa macam budak kecil :)

And then kami lepak-lepak dekat tepi tu, i was soo sleepy, ingatkan boleh terlelap on his lap, tak boleh sebab bebudak mana ntah memakak jerit bagai in kelantanese kot. So, he's the one yang tidur pula lepas tu. And then suddenly hujanggg. Kami semua masuk ke dalam and lepak di dalam pula sampai dah terang. Pukul 8, we went back to the McDonalds to have our breakfast and our boys mengantuk sangat tengok alahai. So we decided to go back to Londang early in the morning. Puaskan diri berjalan di DP, kepala aku dah mula pening, akibat kena hujan lah tu. And then we went back to the Londang by cab.
Masa dalam cab, aku rasa maca sedih lah sebab dah tak dapat together berkepit with him macam mana overnight ni. And surely will jarang jumpa. Kalau jumpa, biasa-biasa je :'( Yelah, kalau nampak orang bercouple ni, macam-macam pandangan kami dapat. Pfftt.

Sampai KMM, hujan memang best gila, mandi hujan aku. Padahnya semalam, aku tak pergi kelas langsung. Hikk
Saya perlu bersabar untuk bulan 11 nanti. Cause he's coming to Kuala Lumpur InsyaAllah :D

My wish, we could last forever and our love will never fades and grew even stronger :)
Iloveyousomuch and thanks for everything love ♥

We never listen to people who said bad things about him or me or might be US. And Alhamdulillah, we face everything together and we manage to stand this strong together. And InsyaAllah, we'll improve ourselves from time to time.

Hey you, how do you feel? Yeah you, who talk bad about us before this. How does it feel to see me are so happy with my loved one? I hope you're happy too. Remember, what goes around, comes around. You talk so much about us, lelaki saya berlagak la apa lah, I'm very glad cause he's not and you know nothing about him and don't think that you know me well babe. Nananana you're not :)

Salam everyone. May you guys are happy with your life like me! :D

Lotsa love ♥

September 9, 2011 : A year with ma ♥

2011-09-09T18:02:00.002+08:00

Salam friday everyone :)

It's been a tiring week.
Why? Sebab kena kejar balik apa yang tercicir masa sibuk beraya. Almost hilang ingatan dah dalam kepala otak ni :)
And I already got ma result. Kira pointer, alhamdulillah, 3++ But still I didn't manage to get 4flat sebab Bio and Mathematics jatuh, Maths lah yang paling mendadak. Too much of careless mistakes. It's okay. I got only a month to struggle harder :)

And as for today, It's 9th of September. Yeap. It means a lot to me. A year before, sharp at 12.35, I was already declared as someone happiness.
Yeap, it was a year before. And I'm glad enough that I'm still with him :)
Most likely because we understand each other and else.

Thru thick and thin, I love him so much and he's the best gift I've ever had :')
Thank you for holding on baby.
Dalam pada mulut orang-orang tak guna kata boyfriend kita ni itu la ini la, she/he know nothing bout us. Seriously they know nothing about us right love?
Eventhough I messed up the most, dia sangat bersabar with me, he accept me the way I am. And I accept him the way he is.
Tapi, he's way lot better than me. He treats me so well. He's so much better than me and I wonder why does he stay.
Whatever it is, thank you baby for the love. I seriously love you so much :')

Happy 1st Anniversary Love ♥

I'm soo excited for tomorrow :')
I'm gonna spend ze whole day tomorrow at Malacca until Sunday noon with ma love.

As for tonight, saya nak membuli Najihah Rawiah because Tedd and Ada tak ada malam ni as Tedd bermalam with her beloved and Ada beraya. Habis lah awak ni Jieeee :))
This one girl, I love her so much. She knew everything. EVERY CRISIS that ever happen in my life. Remember that. She's the best roomies everr. Habis kau malam ni dik. HAHA

Can't talk much. Takut tersilap bicara nanti. Mampus perang :P KBye loves

Ku Petik Dosa

2011-09-02T13:54:00.000+08:00

Tadi tengok TV3, Cerita ni, Ku Petik Dosa.

Serious geram tengok cerita tu. Yelah, jantan tua tak sedar diri, rogol anak jiran. Jiran bagi kepercayaan untuk jaga anak dorg tu, apa kau buat? Bagi bala je. Siot je.

Bila aku tengok cerita tu, aku teringat masa kawan aku sedih, dia bagitau kisah hitam hidup dia yang simpan. She seems so miserable dengan what had happen to her. Kalau dalam cerita Ku Petik Dosa tu, rogol dan akhirnya si pelaku ditangkap, ini lain. Dicabul dan si pelaku-pelakunya tu bebas dan meninggalkan kesan hitam pada ingatan si mangsa.
Kesian kan?
Kadang-kadang dia mengomel sendiri kenapa life dia macam tu. Masa kecil dulu sebegitu, masa dah besar pulak, jumpa orang-orang yang memang dia tak senangi.

Dia memang ada low self-esteem. I think maybe because of that peristiwa hitam. Dia hidup dengan kurang keyakinan diri semua.

I want to help her. Tapi aku takut kalau apa aku cakap mengguris perasaan dia nanti :(

Serious, kebuntuan :(

Don't be scared. Just be you. Show the world who you really are

2011-09-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

This is what we call life.

Kau mula buka mulut, bersuara, keluarkan isi hati kau, benih otak kau. Ada yang tak puas hati.
Kalau dulu, kau diam, pendam, dengar.
Jiwa kau yang merana bukan?

Bila kau bersuara, mulalah kata-kata sengketa keluar dari orang sekeliling. Mungkin mereka terasa atau mungkin mereka tak boleh terima isi yang cuba kita sampaikan.
Kau pun mula berasa malu kerana ditindas sedemikian rupa.
Betul bukan?

Sweetheart. You don't have to. Just be strong and you have to think that semua orang ada pandangan masing-masing and it's up to us either nak accept it jadikan pengajaran or ignore it when it is not true. Yeah before you speak your mind, you have to accept the fact that akan ada orang yang cepat perasan and seangkatan dengannya. Walaupun niat anda sekalian sebenarnya adalah untuk memberi pengajaran, in the most irritatable way ever. Er, ada ke term irritatable? LANTAK LAH. HAHA Back to the topic, it's our own way, nak cakap ayat tak berlapik ke, berlapik ke, it's up to you.
Whenever people start to judge you with what you said, just let em be. But ingat, belajar dari setiap perkara yang mereka bentangkan walaupun kadang-kadang isinya itu cukup bodoh. Terima je. We can see now what type of person that people are. Er, ayat keling sorry. HAHA. Siapa rasional, siapa tak, boleh nampak disitu.

Don't be scared anymore.

Be who you are and get the mask you're wearing away from you, the pretending face you wore few years back. This is the time to show the world, what's in your heart, and everything.

You don't have to think so much.

Because I did that before and it's just making me much miserable. Seriously. So why worries? Let them be and just continue being you :)

Love, me :)

Add youtube media player in your blog

2011-08-31T18:01:00.001+08:00

Okay.

Ayda tanya macam mana nak letak, nak eksplain dekat twitter, cam lain pula jadi . HAHA.
Okay here it goes baby.

First step, tengok URL youtube tu, lagu yang y'olls nak letak dekat page y'olls ni.
Contoh untuk lagu dekat my blog ni, URL nya adalah ini :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYboDjVH-LM

Bila nak letak dekat blog, sila buang/delete tang watch? and = dekat URL tu, and replace the = tu with /.
It will be like this:

http://www.youtube.com/v/tYboDjVH-LM

Just copy and paste this code. And add in you URL page youtube tu okay? :)

<object width="200" height="25"><param name="movie" value=URL LAGU?fs=1&autoplay=1&hl=en_us /><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true" /><param name="repeat" value="true" /><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always" /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/URL LAGU?fs=1&autoplay=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" repeat value="always" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="200" height="25"></embed><br /></object>

Semoga berjaya rakan :)

Selamat Hari Raya y'olls

2011-08-28T12:43:00.000+08:00

HAHA.

In two days time, all the muslims are going to have a celebration. It's Eid ul fitr :)
It's quite sad tho as the Ramadhan is going to end soon, as I'm not so sure if , mana lah tahu, umur tak panjang. This year might be my last Ramadhan lah.

Therefore, dikesempatan ini, saya,

NURFARAH HANI BINTI ABD LATIF,

Ingin menyusun segala jari yang ada, untuk memohon ampun dan maaf andai kata tersilap bicara, tersakitkan hati tu. Mana lah tau, even ada dikalangan bloggers ni I never meet face-to-face, ada yang tersinggung dengan my posts before this. Ampun dan maaf dipinta dariku seikhlas habis dah ni.
And to those yang kenal diri ini and again, terasa hati and so on, saya mohon ampun and maaf. Nak call minta maaf, I've deleted all the phone numbers orang-orang yang berkaitan. What to do. But I know, awak-awak masih lagi menziarahi blog saya ni. Don't pretend. Huehuehue.

Maaf Zahir dan Batin and semoga raya tahun ni lebih baik dari tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Amiin.

I'm going back to Ipoh tomorrow yeay! :)

We're doing good

2011-08-26T14:13:00.002+08:00

Semalam memang aku tak sangka dia sampai macam tu sekali.
Like, sampai macam tu sekali kita.

Hesh.
Takpa. Yang dah berlalu, biarkan ia pergi.

We're doing good now :)

I'm so over it.

2011-08-25T12:57:00.000+08:00

You didn't make any effort to makes things a lot better.
Why must i?

I have to open my eyes now. And , maaf. I'm turning to be someone that never imagine I would.
The heartless bitch, including towards you.

You don't have to convince me anymore. Because I don't give a shit any longer.

And you don't even care. Why must I?

I EAT A LOT!

2011-08-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

I'm craving for these!

I love eating lots of chocolates and i eat a lot of junkies.
Tau, tak baik untuk kesihatan, menggemukkan bla bla bla.

If i tak gemuk, don't be jellyyyy

Fever

2011-08-23T22:14:00.003+08:00

Adik gemuk saya batuk teruk and demam.

And ,

Hidung saya dah mula gatal. Aunch.

HAAAACCCCHUUUUUM!

Kbye.

I guess, it's just me

2011-08-23T22:09:00.001+08:00

Hi AIS.

How are you? I hope you're doing fine over there. I'm pretty good over here. Hero kita buat apa kat sana eh? Mesti tolong mama hari-hari kan? Kesian dia, penat ya buat kerja ye. Takpe, raya setahun sekali je. Lepas ni, boleh relax okay sayang?

Do you feel any differences between us now? I was like, Hiikkhokkk tak tahu lah. Tapi rasa macam kita dok sama macam dulu ark? HAHA. I'm not sure if it's like, we're less communicating or what.
Jumpa pun dah jarang. Eventhough satu kolej. I seriously lagi suka melekat dalam bilik now, tak macam sem-sem lepas.

But however, I miss the moment when we used to laugh so hard together when we meet. Alahai. Rasa macam heaven gila. Hilang segala tensionnn. Bila lagi eh nak buat macam tu? Ingat tak masa kita cerita zaman kecik-kecik kita, depan KLCC tu? Haaa, i miss it i miss it i really really really miss it! *hentak kaki*
Bila OTP malam je pun, dah kureng sikit lah nak borak gelak berdekah-dekah. Mesti one of us ngantuk gila , lepas tu nak tidur now. HAR HAR HAR.

Why ah?

I pun tak boleh nak jawab. Tapi Alhamdulillah, perkara ni tak menjarakkan kita sangat, at least, we're still communicating. Right honey?

Tonight, I want it to be just like the old nights, where we laughed so hard sampai ayahanda tanya soalan pelik-pelik to me esok paginya :)

I just love you so much.

Thanks for holding on to me and be with me whenever i need you.

Sayang lebih muah muah ♥ ♥

Dunia Hari Ini

2011-08-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

Manusia semua dah tak berperikemanusiaan.
Tiada belas kasihan.

HOMAIGOD, Kenapa kes bunuh ahli keluarga ni makin berleluasa ni?
Siapa yang patut dipersalahkan ni?

Ramadhan :)

2011-08-23T17:43:00.000+08:00

My ramadhan this year is a lot BETTER than last year and

it's

AWESOME!

Seronok bila menjalani ibadah berpuasa dengan roomates, keluarga and loved ones. Serious tahun ni a lot better sebab tak ada isu kanak-kanak tak matang macam tahun lepas. HAHA.

And yeah, seems like I'm running out of idea on what to blog.
Sebab, I'm in love with twitter now.
Dekat situ, I'm just being me, the sarcastic me.
Kalau nak post dekat blog ni, ada insan-insan yang terasa nanti, mula lah nak bikin perang kan? Tak best lah gitu, kata dah matang :P

Siapa yang jiwa dia memang kental dan kuat like me, yang penting, TIDAK MUDAH TERASA, we can be friends through Twitter lol.
As majority saya berinteraksi dengan orang yang full of sarcasm and sangat jujur, and if you can't be one, sikit-sikit nak terasa, don't you dare nak stalk my @HaniLatif twitter page. Okay?

Toodles :)

9th September

2011-08-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

I seriously can't wait for this date.
Why?
Because on that date this year, it will be our one year anniversary together :)

Well actually, I didn't think of anything like, what are we going to do on that date. Like seriously, apa lah weh nak buat satu hari tu? HAHAHA
Then teringat yang he said dia taknak outing, tapi nak berlegar-legar dekat Bandaraya Melaka together. So I was like, why not during our anniversary? HAHAHA.

So I think, InsyaAllah jadi lah kot. After 8 months tak berdating, that will be our time. Yeah, spending time with the loves one is the best! :)
Movie marathon, makan sampai tak ingat dunia, all the fast food yeahh! Shopping and so much more :D

Yeah dude, when can you pay back my 200 bucks? After a year lol. Macam hutang berjuta je . HAHA

My baby's on the phone now. Byebye!

Home sweet home :)

2011-08-19T18:23:00.002+08:00

It's 6.22 pm now.
About an hour left, I'm going to break the fast with beloved mama, ayahanda and ajiq ♥

It feels so good to be home yay!

Hope you guys are doing good and I'm doing super fine now as I'm at home , the place where I can find all the happiness and everything I want :')

End this, That one started

2011-08-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

I think i've done the right decision.

Entah lah.

Just MAYBE.

Tak jumpa berdepan, but still, aku dah minta maaf. I think that's okay enough. Bebanan aku dah selesai, urusan selanjutnya antara mereka dengan Allah, and aku dengan Allah.

Yang keras hati semua, aku taknak hiraukan.
Biarkan mereka. Mana yang boleh dibual bicara, hanya ala kadar sahaja.

Takut perkara lama berulang kembali.

But for now, api dalam diri membara, sebab rupanya selama ni saya ada musuh dalam selimut.
Si penjaja cerita yang saban sekali tidak benar.
Sabar Hani.
Sabar.

This is what I call, EL.OH.VEE.EE

2011-08-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

:)

Can't wait to be home. Seriously. Almost a month tak nampak muka bonda, ayahanda and adik, rinduuuu sangat :')
Nak balik rumah, nak makan makanan masakan bonda. Bonda rajin memasak masa bulan puasa ni .
Nak daging dendeng, nak ayam masak merah, nak kuey teaw basah. Sedapnyaaa.
Nak borak-borak dengan ayahanda. Semua benda in my life ayahanda tau. Not even a single thing kot dia tak tahu. And when he look at me, dia tau either his only daughter ni tengah sedih ke tak. Dia sangat bermotivasi. Suka dengar dia nasihat aku. Ohmyyy i miss you ayahanda :')
Nak main halo dengan adik. Nak snap snap picture dengan adik *dia ni gila camera sikit. Nak golek-golek dengan adik. Nak mandi swimming pool dengan adik. Nak dengar adik berceloteh. Adikk, kakak rindu you sangat-sangat tau tak?

5 days left, and I'll be home, cuti until 5th of raya. Sedih kan? 4 hari je raya dengan family. Nak kutip duit raya pun, tak cukup lagi weh. HAHA. Eh muka saya nampak muda, itu la boleh dapat duit raya lagi :P

I miss home so much.

And September 9, 2010. Our first anniversary. Jatuh pada hari jumaat.
I wanna spend my whole two days with him :')
Movies, makan Baskin Robbins sama-sama, gelak-gelak, borak-borak sampai tak ingat dunia.
Really miss that oh.
The last time we did those, masa dating dekat KLCC, 8 bulan lalu. Lama kan b?
Rindu nyeee nak makan Baskin Robbins :(

Takpe, our first anni kita keluar okay b?

I'm happy enough, with these people in my life.
Termasuk my adik-adik, fyy, abeeruff, my besties also :)

KBai.

Life is a journey

2011-08-14T15:01:00.001+08:00

Mohon ampun dan maaf to everyone.
Lagi bulan-bulan Ramadhan. Taknak simpan perasaan benci dekat orang.

Zero-Zero.

Masa kat Universiti nanti, kalau korang kena macam ni juaaa, pandai-pandai jaga diri okay?

Aku ikhlas berkawan, macam ni jadi. Good lah.

Baik aku kawan dengan jantan dari kawan dengan betina. Dulu lagi best, tak payah fikir pun pasal drama-drama perempuan ni. HAHA

And yeah, I'm trying my best to be better now.
I know, akan ada suara-suara jahanam yang akan mengata, mengumpat aku.
Nak jadi baik konon, boleh ke?
Kan? Kan? Kan?

I don't care. Umur saya dah nak cecah 19. And nanti habis umur belasan tahun, takkan nak berperangai tak matang gini dok?
Fikir-fikir kan :)

Sahabat handai, wish me luck :)

KBai.

How does it feels like

2011-08-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

When you're doing something that they don't like, dengan serta-merta anda menjadi bahan umpatan orang. Haha.
COOL AITE?
If you do so, kita sama-sama cool lah :P

Well, I like motivating myself. Because I know, I'm not only surrounded by good people like my roomies, but, I also have to face the hypocrites and also gossip girls. If you are in my shoes, you'll know how does it feels like.
I like searching for quotes, to motivate myself. Again I repeat, motivate myself and I also like to search about the real life. Tumblr, the best place ever for me to look for inspirations. Seriously. And I like sharing it. Anything yang berkaitan love life, relationship with the other people, the devils and all.
Saying other people are the FAKE seriously shows what kind of person you are. That doesn't makes you look real at all tho. TROLOLOL They don't know anything, and yet, they're assuming and talk about everyone. Look how GOOD they are :P

Nowadays, I don't like talking about other people's life anymore. Lantak pi lah diorang nak buat ape. It's their life. And I'm living my own life.

Dulu, saya benci gossip. Masuk sini, ramai sangat gossipers sampai saya pun terpengaruh nak tau apa ISU HANGAT yang berlaku. Siapa gaduh dengan siapa, siapa kena buang matrik ke apa. The hell? Penyibuk gila kan?

Taubat dah taknak jadi macam tu lagi. Sebab aku sendiri bukannya bagus pun. Nak cakap pasal orang lain apehal kan?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Paling best, ada juga orang macam ni. Bersyarah jangan mengutuk mengumpat , lagi-lagi bulan puasa ni. Dah tu, dia buat. Boleh aje broooo. Siap kata orang lain hati berulat-ulat bagai. Diri sendiri tak tengok. Berapa banyak nama dah dia buruk-burukkan. I was hoping that readers sekalian jangan jadi macam ni okay?
Pilih kawan yang betul, and kalau tak, nanti orang lain yang cerminkan diri kita dengan cermin yang tak cukup beso punyaa. HAHAHA

Okay that's it.

Jie cakap, biarkan diorang sebab itu antara orang yang langsung tak sedar diri, pergi kata orang lain tak sedar diri pula.
Agak betul lah tu dik. HAHA

And poor my little princess, she's facing macam-macam. Sabar lah ye dikk. Kakak faham perasaan awak macam mana. Kita boleh bersabar and diamkan diri je. One day, Allah akan beri pembalasan yg Maha Adil. Okay? Meen kan kuat :)

Minta-minta aku dijauhkan dari segala hasad dengki. Amiin.

Everyone is beautiful. The different is, they're beautiful in their own way.
Yeah, I'm shining.
And so are you.

I'm done.
I'm making changes in my life.
And, I don't want to bother about anything anymore.
As long as I my family, and my beloved lover. Not to be forgotten, my silly bestfriends and fantastic fyy, abeeruff, lulu and so on :)

Being such a Typical Malaysians

2011-08-14T13:13:00.000+08:00

Well, Malaysia ni kira okay lah en? Three races living together, sharing the Happiness and bla bla bla.

Malas nak bermukadimah.
Can we proceed? Hihii.

Before that, no offence to anyone. Okay? But if you feel like I'm talking about you, maybe betul lah tu, so you should probably understand lah kan? Kata cool aite? :P
Yes, I'm a Malaysian too. But, tak salahkan I nak criticize Malaysians? I even criticize myself for being such a, -whatever-
This is what I might have done and what I sees around me.

You know how Typical Malaysians attitudes looks like?

Firtsly, FOREVER LATE. Betul tak? Kalau in my college, hobby datang lambat ni, bukan from Chinese or Indians, but, anak melayu. Aku pun sendiri pernah lambat, tak boleh nak halang. But this is about yang FOREVER LATE lah. Do you get what I mean? Ye, sepanjang masa kalau boleh. Agak-agak kenapa ye? :)

And then, COMPLAINT NON STOP. Like seriously, dari awal pagi, until lah nak tidur, aku rasa kalau tak complain satu hari, memang tak boleh. "Oh my, why la so panasssss". "Eh, why benda ni macam ni ha?" "Menyusahkan betul lah bla bla bla". Bersyukur la dengan apa yang ada, apa yang berlaku.

Thirdly, suka buat kerja at the very last minute. Tell me, esok nak kena hantar assignment, bos punya kerja, malam ni baru kelam-kabut nak siapkan hari ni. Sadly, sampai ke malam pun tak siap lagi. If you know kerja banyak, kenapa tak siapkan awal-awal? And after that, ckap, "Oh my, kerja I banyak lagi tak siap ni, esok bos nak, macam mana ni? " . Kan dah menyusahkan diri. Ye dok?

Forthly, When get caught, taknak mengaku, the fact is, tuding kat orang lain. What the? Bagus benor le tuuu. Ni, tak tau nak cakap apa, fikir-fikirkan okayy? :)

Fifthly, gila kentang punya HIPOKRIT. Bila masa iblis tak ada dekat mereka, they will definitely cakap all the good thing about someone lepas tu bila tak puas hati sikit, FUHLAHMAK terus jadi lain. Pandai bermuka-muka letewwwww.

Ada lagi, but I'm sleepy. Tengah hari ni, syiok landing atas katil woot. HARHAR.
I'll update later okayy?

Ehem. Jangan terasa, sebab mostly people macam ni. MOSTLY. Termasuk yang terasa letewwww :P

KBai

Undeniably true :)

2011-08-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

Greetings fellas.

To all muslims out there, 12 Ramadhan telah berjaya kita laksanakan :)
And i hope you guys out there are in a very good condition.
I'm not in a good condition as badan semakin panas membara.
Namun, kerana ingin turut serta roommates menonton Rasuk malam ni, saya mengagahkan diri jua :)

I have nothing to talk about as nowadays, saya perlu berhati-hati dalam memilih rakan. I guess. Dulu dah pernah kena. Merangkap best friend pula tu. Ini, I got Tashort only and that's it.
And I'm making differences in my life. Ignorance, yeah.

That's all I can say.

Nanti cakap banyak, serious ada yang terasa. While I'm posting quotes , ada je nak perasan itu ini, ini kan pula blog kan?
HAHAHA

I'm more to twitter compared to blogger, facebook and tumblr. Catch me there fellas! :)

Edit edit edit

2011-08-12T14:58:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking of something. But yet, I don't know what.

I'm not gonna use the skins anymore for my blog i guess. :)

Sorry lah kalau hodoh ye :)

Alahai roomates

2011-08-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

:)

Berbuka hari ni, extra happening than usual.

Why?

Because, I laughed so hard like, SERIOUSLY. Sampai sakit tekak. HAHAHAHAHA.

Seronok gila.
Roomate kali ni sangat best :)

Ada, awak memang slumber, suka suka! HAHA

Examination

2011-08-04T12:39:00.000+08:00

Yeayy!

Sharp at 10 a.m just now, Akhirnya habis bebanan untuk UPS ni. :)

Minggu exam serious best. HAHAHA. You know why?
Because :

PUASA! hiihiiii
Stay up malam-malam dengan roomate buat bising study itu ini
Tengok movie dengan roomate demi untuk membuang segala tension jiwa raga

Serious best.

Roomate saya seronok.

Ketawa je kerja saya.

And exam dah habis. Nak abaikan buku untuk sementara waktu. Nak main game dengan roomate! Hihii.

But poor Jie sebab kena study scomp. Tak pe la dik. Good Luck for petang ni :D

Salam Ramadhan :)

2011-07-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

Selamat Menyambut bulan yang penuh keberkatan ini rakan-rakan,

Selamat datang Ramadhan Al-Mubarak.

Semoga dengan datangnya bulan yang mulia ini, sama-sama kita kejar pahala and kurangkan membuat dosa.

Jom Terawih yok! :)

Fall apart and get back together

2011-07-30T15:16:00.001+08:00

Saya tak boleh merajuk lama-lama lah.

Kita kalau gaduh sikit, separuh hari je. HAHAHAHAHA

Baby, thanks lah sebab suka buat saya huru-hara kadang-kandang tu. HAHAHA
But yeah. I can't resist you and I need you in my life.
I love you and it's only you baby.

Bila nak dating. I mean , real date. Our last date, bulan 1 hari tu, lama sangat dah ohh :(
B kata lepas puasa eh? Heeheee.
Dating di Kuala Lumpur ye awak. :D

I wanna hug you. Kiss you. I don't ever wanna let you go.

Esh. Melebih pulak.

Yeah you my love, auf iylia sarbani <3

KBye :P

Yeah, i miss my home. AGAIN.

2011-07-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

Although baru je balik rumah jumaat lepas, tak puasss.
Seronok berlenggang, goyang-goyang kaki dekat rumah, main dengan adik yang dah sama tinggi dengan aku tu.
Heehee.

And, I eat a LOT! SAAAAANNGGGAAAATTTT BANYAK!

Thanks to bonda and ayahanda because bagi aku cukup makan when I'm at home.
And thanks to ayahanda too for the gift :D

He wanted to use my Red Nokia N8, therefore, he bought me Samsung C3300K (CHAMP) :)
I don't care at all. As long as boleh aku twittering, it's fine with me :)
Plus, stereo jack dia super cool!
Ayahanda kata, until habis Matriks, baru aku boleh dapat Xperia or else. Fuuhhh sabooor :D

Yes, I've changed. A lot. And I ignored a lot of people too! So, ada aku kisah kau kata aku sekalipun? I don't give a fuck baby :)

And yellyeahh, me and my baby is a lot better now. Haishhh. Sayang betullah dekat si teruna sorang ni. iloveyousomuch aufie <3

kbye.

Ujian Pertengahan Semester

2011-07-20T21:42:00.001+08:00

One week left.

I'll be away. Banyak perkara nak dikatakan. Tapi, nanti je lah okay? :)

2011-07-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

Ikhlas dari hati,

I forgive everyone who used to mess around with me before this.

And I'm sorry to those that I've hurt before.

And I pledge to not to care about those people anymore.

Sam . No, not Sam Witwicky ;)

2011-07-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh.

Akhirnya, dapat tengok Sekali Lagi. Weehuuuuu.
Tadi tengok intro kejap.
Comel nya awak SHAHEIZY SAM!
Hesh. Nak gigit gigit je rasa. Heeee

Okay. Later peeps.

Badan panas. Fikiran bercelaru, terlalu kerap memikirkan tentang manusia yang tidak sepatutnya aku hiraukan dari mula.

Padah. Tidur dari pukul 2 sampai 7 malam. Katil panas sangat. Akibat dari haba badan yang panas membara.

I need rest. Terlalu suka sangat memenatkan diri. Tahulah UPS lagi tak kurang 2 minggu.

The Roomate ♥

2011-07-14T17:38:00.000+08:00

13^th of July, 2011.

Happy 19th Birthday Erni Natasya Mohd Sani :)

HAHA.

Well, seperti yang dirancang, akhirnya jadi lah juga surprise party kecil-kecilan untuk roomate aku yang sorang ni.
Selamat hari lahir awak :)
Sorry ye for yesterday. Kesian awak kena buli, muka bertepek-tepek coklat, rupa dah macam perempuan lepas pantang. HAHA.

Don't wanna talk much but seriously, we had fun.

Azaly yang berkobar-kobar, mestilah, birthday awek kan. Aku just jadi tukang heret dia lah, dah kata roomate. HAHHAHA

Thanks to those who present yesterday.
Aufie, Ida, Mai, Darul, Hafizzat, Meran, Kecik, Azila :)

Thanks lah sebab menjayakannya :)

Rezeki dari Tuhan

2011-07-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

Akibat daripada rakan-rakan yang pulang bermalam di rumah,

Petang ni je aku dah dapat dua makanan, tambah pula dengan Spaghetty and nasi berlauk mama aku buat. FUUUHHH. Pesta ah aku malam ni.

And, disebabkan caca balik esok, Erfan suruh aku baham J.Co yang dia bagi kat aku which is sepatutnya bagi kat caca. Memang rezeki aku eh?
Tapi tengok keadaan 12 ketul donut tu, berdekah-dekah aku ketawa dengan mai. Almaklumlah, Import jauh dari Johor Bahru. So like, memang keadaannya sangatlah comel. HAHHAHA.
And, Kemat pulak bagi Blueberry cheesetart tadi.

Memang pesta makan lah dengan roomies and budak bilik depan.

Thanks ya Erfan and Kemat.

And thanks for the Elmo slipper too baby ;)

The Devil

2011-07-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

You'll see sooner.

At least I'm just being me and I got no time to pleased people. Kalau nak jaga hati orang, memang habis fake gila lah aku kan. Nak jaga hati orang, hati sendiri sakit, apa jadah kan?

So, I love the way I am now. You guys are just nothing and keep on talking about me. Love it bitches :)

I'm not perfect girl and so do you guys. I make mistakes anytime but still I love those ppl who stay after knwing the real ME. You and you, can go anywhere you like as well as hell.

Jangan jadi fake sangat . Depan orang yekyek kau tukar muka tu. Belakang orang tu, mulut kau lah paling rancak berbicara tentang dia.

ONE ZERO

2011-07-09T14:11:00.001+08:00

It's Nineth of July :)

Baby,

Happy 10^th Monthsary monstaaaa :D

Yeah. We're 10 months strong now. Kan b kan? Hiiihiii

You reached your beloved home at 12 plusplus last night. Sorry darl. Baby mengantuk sangat dah tak tahan. Akibat tengok KARAK yang gila babi bosan tu. HAHAHA
Baby cakap apa kat b pun tak tahu lah masa b call tu. Sorry kalau I merepek okay? HAHAHA

Trust me, I love you with all my heart i'll never wanna let you go because you're the best gift that I've ever had.

I really mis your warmth hug and your warmth kiss :(

Elmo Maniac :)

2011-07-04T00:16:00.001+08:00

He went outing for a while today :)

At 6.30, I met him at the front of the library to claim my roomate's CLEO Magazine that I ask him to buy when he's out of the college .
And and, ada satu TShirt for meeee! Hihiii.

He bought me an Elmo Shirt and it's super cute sebab elmo in a karate outfit. Awwwwhhhh :D

Hiihiiii.

I told him before this that I wanna an Elmo shirt. I used to have it when I was in form 3, tapi, mana muat dah wehhh :'(
And he bought me this just now, almost nak mencukupkan collection Elmo aku dah ni. HAHAHA.

Elmo toys : From my sugar pie and kak mimie. Kak mimie punya special sikit sebab elmo warna biruu :D Aku nak kumpul elmo warna warniii :D
Elmo Mug : From Atifa sayang :)
Elmo Shirt : Again, my sugar pie :)
Elmo Phone strip: Him again <3

I wanna find an elmo bag, backpack if possible. hoho
Dekat Toys R Us berlambak Elmo. Tapi, tak sempat nak pergi as Toy R Us paling dekat dengan rumah pun dekat KLCC. Malaihhh. :(
Even Disney world pun elmo stuffs ni semua.
Okay, One day. Borong semua. HAHAHAHA

Kalau orang lain semua gila DOMO-KUN secara tiba-tiba or even ANGRY BIRD, I'm still with my one and only cutie, baby Elmoo. HAHA ;P

Thank You LOVE ♥

Disco words

2011-07-03T11:58:00.000+08:00

Aku malas nak blogwalking like, seriously.

Aku rajin baca entry Yasmin Redzuan , Ara, Syima, Zai and mereka mereka yang tidak menggunakan perkataan-perkataan disko.

Kecik BESAR , Kecik BESAR je aku tengok ayat kalian yang suka guna disco type words ni. Adeh.

Kalau dalam essay , korang pun tulis CamTuuWww KeWWww?

Tak penaT eh tekan caps lock berkali-kali? HAHAHA.

MEMANG AKU SKEMA PUN TULIS PENUH PENUH HAA EVEN DALAM TEXT MESSAGE. Got prob eh?

Childhood

2011-07-02T13:13:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I miss my childhood bestfriends.

Azrieanatul Syima and Mah Weng Yan.

I found Syima already.
But weng yan, I don't know where she is now :'(

Syima syima, ingat tak masa first day kita kat SRKYL (2) tu? Masa perhimpunan, boleh lagi kita berdua duduk dengan ayahanda masing-masing, minum sirap kat kantin, tak pergi beratur, borak-borak.
Ingat tak?
That's the very early moment kita kenal awak :)
Lepas tu, kita jadi rapat sangat kan? Until std 4. Masa std 5, kita berdua pindah sekolah and masa tu, rasa macam nak menangis sebab berpisah dari awak :'(
Dah lah tu, lost contact pula. Ohmyyy. Zaman tu, kita mana ada henpon kan. Pakai phone isi air tu ada lah. HAHAHA.

I really miss you syima. Bilalah kita boleh jumpa kaaaaaan ? Thanks to twitter lah sekarang ni, main tweet tweet je kita. Hihii

Weng yan, Saya rindu awak lah ponytail. Rindu nak main rambut awak tuuu :(

Siti Syahirah Zainal Abidin

2011-07-02T12:41:00.000+08:00

Adik wing ai dah hilang sorang :'(

Syahirah, masa first time tengok dia, rupanya ada iras-iras nonajiha. Seriously. HAHA.
And now, she's leaving us, B3 4th floor Wing A.
Awokkk, saya suka tengok awak. Awak comel :)

Masa otw balik blok after class td, sempat jumpa syahirah kat tepi rumah felo tu. Nasib baiklah awak park kereta kat situ dikk. Kalau tak, memang tak jumpa ahhh.

Last goodbye and I got her last beautiful smile.

I'll miss your laugh dear pretty braceface. Although tak serapat mana, kita borak masa nak gosok baju. HAHAHA.
It's fun knowing you. You're happy-go-lucky and keep that when you're at egypt nanti okay dik?

Siti Syahirah Zainal Abidin

Good luck at egypt!

Be yourself and do take care of yourself okay sweetie? It's kinda tough kot but i know you can do it :)

Fools

2011-07-01T22:44:00.001+08:00

Love is for fools wise enough to take a chance

Seriously,

As far as I know, we had nothing in common kot.
Dia ni macam ni, aku ni macam tu.
Dia gila biru, aku gila merah.
Dia itu, aku ini.

SAAAANNGGAAAAATTT.

We only had a common in one thing I guess, We love each other :)
We've been through a lot and that what makes us stronger.

I'm very grateful. Alhamdulillah. I got enough love from my lovely family and my cool boyfriend :D

I talked to my lil brother on the phone after I had my dinner. He sounds very cute! Awhhh. I miss you adik. Pipi awak yang pejal tuu. AUNCH.
I told him that I wanna go home next week. But he didn't let me to do so. Because bakal ada rusuhan at KL on 9th July. Rusuhan Bersih. WTF?

And baby, this is for you . I LOVE YOU.

#NowPlaying - Next To You - Chris Brown featuring Justin Bieber :')

For this time being,

2011-07-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

I'm not a bitch. I'm just, had been through a few things, seen a few things, been there and done that. I'm cold but only because I once gave a damn about someone who failed to give a damn about me. I built a wall to protect my heart from further damage.

You told me that you're different but I won't believe it until you prove it. Words don't mean a thing, actions are everything.

I'M COLD.

And it got nothing to do with you guys.
I'm not used to the old OVER-FRIENDLY ATTITUDE anymore.
Because I can easily trust EVERYBODY and in the end, they lied and stab me.

I've met many kinds of people and mostly, the one that I used to be so close to is the one that gonna turns my world upside down. Wherever I go.

Learn from ara,
ignore everything and be yourself. She's very independent and I adore her. Sikit pun tak kisah orang nak buat apa, dia dengan hal dia, tak payah nak concern pasal orang lain yang tak ada kaitan.

Okay. Memang aku taknak amek tau pasal sesiapa pun. Kau classmate ke, groupmate ke apa ke, mampus lah.
Will only care about my roomies, close friends and those pretty people like ara, atifa and so on (the one that I share my laughters and tears with).

This is what I learn for the whole entire week.
Start from next week, don't be too shock sampai nak menganjing aku gila babi semua. Okay?

Surroundings do change people.

Hectic Week

2011-07-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

I admit.

This week is a total HECTIC WEEK! What a life.
And tomorrow , it is compulsory for ALL the KMM students and I guess, whole Malaysia kot, to join the Malaysia's Book Of Records event, 1Murid 1Sukan 1Malaysia.

Doing good in studies .
Serious suka practical for every single science subjects. Agak susah nak siapkan report, tapi best.

Me and my roomies, are at our neighbour's room. Sedang menonton Britain's Got Talent from 2007 punya audition, show until now. Serious fun! HAHA

Anddd, Cik Embung punya anak, seekor dah mati :'( Kurus sangat anaknya. Retarded kot. Dah mati tak pasal-pasal :'(

And, I have to face all those hypocrite people . Start from this week until whenever. They're just a bunch of hypocritical bullshits.

Talk back behind me? I allow you to do so.
Because I don't give a fuck and I'm happy with these HONEST people who can accept the TRUE ME and They're not pretending like you and you and whoever you.

I'm just being me. And if you can't accept it, JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP with all your whores.

It grows.

2011-07-01T16:16:00.002+08:00

i love you aufie ♥

I'm glad that you're always there whenever I need you. :)

Tweeting

2011-07-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

Ehem.

Dari kau duk sibuk rogol blog aku, baik kau rogol twitter aku.

Kau kan stalker terbaik. HAHAHAHA

Bestfriends , the best everrr

2011-06-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

I miss my bff.
Sahabat yang sanggup bersama aku dikala aku kesusahan.
Temani aku.
Everything.

Ainunnajwa Hasannudin & Muhd Bahtiar Kamaruddin

I miss both of you so much.
Especially wawa. Almaklumlah, orang segamat. HAHAH

Pretty girls and trashy babe.

2011-06-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

Yellyeah.

Yesterday, I went to Bandar with these two awesome friends.
Farah Azirah Abd Ramli and Atifa Zainal Abidin :)

Actually mula-mula dengar ara kata dia nak pergi bandar, tapi tak sure lagi pergi ke tak. Aku pun mula-mula ingat nak kirim je barang dekat dia.
End up, Jumaat malam aku kata nak ikut lah sekali pergi bandar. So, ara pun berteman lah kan? Haha.
And on saturday, aku bermalam dekat bilik ara. One night mereka watched horror movies. Sebab aku juga yang gatal suggest kat dorang kaaaan. HAHAHA.

It was totally superb! Love it.

Aku bangun pukul 7 pagi, tengok sebelah aku dah kosong, yana dah bersiap nak pergi program BioTech ape ntah tu. Okayyyy. Sambung tidur. HAHAHA.
Then dah pukul 8, aku and ara non-stop pujuk Atifa sayang to join us pergi MP and DP. HOHO.
Akhirnya berjayaaaaa.

Keluar dari blok pukul 9, tapi aku rasa, naik cab dari KMM ni pukul 10 kot nak ke MT. Atas sebab kad outing lagi seorang rakan kena block. Okaaaayyy.

I don't really remember at what time me, ara and tifa sampai DP. Tapi rasanya dalam pukul 12 macam tu. Masing-masing kebuluran and McDonald's lah jadi santapan. HAHA. At this moment, aku tak sangka si comel aku boleh pula mengingatkan aku tentang manusia nan satu itu. HAHAHA. Masa ni lah mengimbau kisah silam, ara yang tak tahu apa-apa pun dengar je laaaa. Aku cakap dengan rasa yang agak kurang senang sebenarnya sebab kalau boleh aku taknak ingat.
But at the same time, aku ketawa berdekah-dekah dengar ara punya menganjing ayat manusia nan satu tu. HAHAHA. Better tak payah cakap. Nanti stalker terbaik aku tu PERASAN pula kan. HAHAHA.
But I do had fun talking to them, rasa macam release lah juga kegeraman yang aku simpan haa. Lagi-lagi tifa memberi respon dengan gaya percakapannya yang sangat lembut, selesa sangattt.

After McDonald's , Kami pun pusinglah DP tu. Entah aku tak berapa nak ingat apa kami buat kat sini. Aku rasa nak cari kemeja gelap, tapi tak jumpa. Lepas tu kami ke MP. Masa ni, ara nak ke Meglio Hair Saloon. And aku pun macam berhajat nak potong rambut aku, sekali fikir-fikir balik, takpelah. HAHAHA. Masa ara pergi saloon , me and atifa pusing satu MP. Entah apa-apa yang aku beli. HAHAHAHA.
Cari kemeja untuk auf, found it dekat parkson. Eventhough mahal, takpe, good for him because kain pun bagusss.
Pergi watsons kat bawah, beli barang bla bla. Keluar je watsons, aku singgah gift shop betul betul kat depan watsons tu. Ternampak paper gift bag. Terfikir macam mana nak bagi auf baju tu. HAHAHA. Cari beg, takda yang sesuai. Pergi lah naik balik pergi Thai Kuang, beli paper bag tuuu and Tedd punya cawan.
Nafsu aku kuat, aku pun nak cawan juga. Tapi tak beli kat Thai Kuang, aku nak pergi jenguk semua gift shops.
Turun bawah balik kat depan watsons tuuu. Then singgah kedai sebelah, sengaja tengok-tengok, BANGGG. Ternampak cawan elmo yang sangat comellll! Huishh. Dalam tangan tinggal RM50 je niii, Aku nak ambil, then ara call, cakap dia nak pinjam RM50. Uih, terpaksa menahan dulu sebab ara tak keluarkan duit lagi dari bank dia, aku letak balik n nak blah. Atifa suruh juga aku ambil and dia bayarkan. OMOOO. Aku cakap nanti aku bayar balik bila ara keluarkan duit nanti, dia kata, 'tak payah lah sayang'. Aku dah, awaaaaaaak. Baiknya si comel aku niii. Saya anggap itu hadiah dari awak ye! HIHIIII
Then berkejar ke Meglio Saloon. Kesian ara haa. Rambut dah cantik auuuu. Hihiii. After bayar semua, aku dah beli semua barang aku, singgah Famous Amos sebentar sebab nak belikan caca FA tu. Then singgah McD because ara nak jumpa ex-roomies dia. Syud semua ada. Borak-borak dengan tifa sementara tunggu ara.
Then, we went back to DP. Masa niiiii, BIG APPLE MARI! Haha. Aku mengambil pesanan roomate aufie aku, nak 12 biji donuts big apple. Amek kau, besau gila aku kena bawak -.-
Then, depan Big Apple tu, ada satu booth ice cream yang pada aku, sangat unik! HAHA Why? Sebab Ice crean tu adalah Do It Yourself. Hihiii. Sekali decide nak kongsi satu mangkuk besau tu tiga orang. Excited je aku tengok ara tarik menatang apentahh tu, macam slurpee kat 7E, ice cream pun turun. HAHA COMEL GILA! Lepas tu, deco ah ice cream tu suka hati nak letak apa, kiwi ke, sprinkles ke apa ke. HAHA. Kena lah sebanyak RM8.10. Tapi berbaloi sebab satu mangkuk and icecream dia sedap. Walaupun ice cream plain je tak macam Baskin Robbins, I loikeee. BR gila mencekik mahal kaaaann.
Ada photo icecream kami tu dekat phone tifa, tapi tk sempat bluetooth pula. HAHA.
Then, to al ikhsan where my si comel beli beg. FUHYOOO. Untung la beg baruuu. Aku dengan ara, aim botol air je. Ye la, botol air adidas okay la kan, RM20 je. Duit dah pokaiii. HAHAHA. Tapi tak berkenan seriously. Then pergu adidas, beli botol air kat situ je sebab aku berkenan dekat this one pink bottle yang ara pegang masa kitorang mula-mula smpai DP tu. HAHA.
Then, tifa shopping lagi! Untunglaaa. HAHAHA

I'm happy to see them smiling, eventhough banyak gila perabis duit. Aku ni dikira paling sikit yang perabis duit dalam dikalangan dorang . Tu pun above hundred T.T HAHAHA.

Dear ara and atifa,
next time kita hang out lagi nak? :)
I'm sooooo happy tho. Seronok sangat berborak and exchange story dengan korang. Serious.
Seronok sangaaat dengan kalian, especially ara. Sebab before this mane lah nak tidur-tidur bilik kau ni semua kannn. HAHAHA. Atifa lain la, memang dari dulu dah rapat. HAHA
Seriously, I'm happy.

Thanks a lot pretty ladies!
Yeah, for me, they're pretty. They have the inner beauty inside them.
I'm sooo glad that I found them , this time.
Aku harap aku tak tersilap pilih kawan and percaya orang macam dulu lagi.

I love both of you dear Farah Azirah Abd Ramli & Atifa Zainal Abidin :D
Thanks for the smile, for yesterday :)

And you mister love, I love you so much and kemeja yang baby bagi tu, takda benda sangat laaah. HAHAHA.
Iloveyouuu.

Money can't buy us happiness. But, money can lead us to happiness.
Plus, meaningful relationship can lead lead us to happiness too.

Aku tak boleh lupa ayat ni yang dorang dok nganjing-nganjing kan,

Kau dengan ___________ bodoh kau, boleh blah!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Asyik perkataan tuuuu je yang aku dengar, yang space kosong tu , suka suki dorang je nak letak apa. HAHAHA. Padah kalau semua benda nak post dekat page group, kena nganjing sudah. Kesiannn.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

Oh, fyi, FAMILY AKU TAK PERNAH RUNTUH AND AKU TAK RUNTUHKAN FAMILY AKU and kami HIDUP HARMONI. Pasal adik aku buat hal apa ke, biasalah, budak sekolah asrama. Macam kau dulu baik sangat je? Plus, syukur alhamdulillah, rezeki melimpah ruah sangat-sangat nowadays. At least aku takdanya nak bergaduh dengan mak aku sampai berminggu-minggu mak aku tak tegur aku. TAK PERNAH. Setakat aku merajuk, itu. Tak pernah lah aku kena sisih dengan keluarga sendiri. HAHAHAHA.
Plus, balak aku bajet kah? Kau susah apa? BALAK AKU DOOO. Bukan laki kauuu. Sebajet-bajet dia, dia terima aku seadanya and aku terima dia the way he is. Kau nak kata kitorang apa, cakap sebab aku tak pernah lagi dengar negative thing about us. Kami sweet, kau tak payah nak jealous sangat lah.
Kau, kau yang mulakan dulu, cakap family aku runtuh, balak aku bajet. Kau apa hal? Sakit kan? Aku tau kau geram, sebab tu fakta yang keluar dari kau, salah belaka.
Kau kata aku kutuk orang dekat blog. Aku kutuk kau ? Aku rasa kau tuli lah. Tak pun, kau dah selalu sangat kena kutuk dengan orang lain, kau CLAIM yang aku kutuk kau. Pergi bacalah berulang-ulang kali post aku tuuu. Tak pun aku rasa aku cakap, KAU DENGAN HIDUP BODOH KAU, BOLEH BLAH. Kan? Aku cakap family kau tu haruk. Tak kan? Memang unsur tak puas hati, tapi aku tak ada nak BODOH-BODOH kan kau . Sial.
Aku cakap dah cukup baik tu. Nak kau sedar, bukan nak cari gaduh dengan kau. Nak kau sedar dengan kata-kata kau yang kau ungkapkan dekat kami. Kau lupa kah? Kau alimkan? Kau tau tak apa jenis orang yang cakap tak serupa bikin ni? Fikir sendiri. Tapi aku tau, kau takkan mammpu laksana kan. Yang terakhir kau dah byk kali. Lantak kau lah.

Aku cakap ni untuk kali yang terakhir lepas aku dengar kata-kata dari ara dimana dia kurang bergaul atas sebab-sebab tertentu. Aku pun akan buat macam tu. Especially untuk menghindari diri dari orang macam kau.
Dulu, nak itu ini, bukan main baik, pijak semut pun tak mati.
Sekarang, HAHAHAHAHA.

Again FYI, Aku dah 3 TAHUN hidup dengan BLOG BODOH aku ni. Kau nak cakap lebih pulak? HAHA. Lantak kau la weh. BLOG BODOH aku ni jugak la kau bukak kan? HAHAHA TERIMA KASIH.

Aku memang ada masalah dengan orang. Orang macam kau. Orang yang cakap tak serupa bikin. Konon semuanya dia yang betul. Orang yang luarannya baik, nak nasihat aku, tapi perangai sebenar, FAKE gila babi. Fake ni bukan kau la yang penting. Ada lagi satu manusia yang depan aku, nak baik je, belakang aku, macam sial update status tu. Gaya macam ustazah, tapi haprak. Kesian betul.

Okay?

Atifa sedih dulu sebab aku bergaduh dengan angah and acik , tapi baik dengan dia tu.
Kalau aku tau, aku takdanya nak baik dengan dia tu. Macam lah aku ni tak boleh duduk dalam bilik tu tanpa bercakap. Heh. Patutnya dari dulu lagi aku tak payah nak buat baik sangat dengan dia ni.

AKU MINTA MAAF. I DON'T KNOW YOU.

Aku memang tau siapa yang depan aku nak manja cakap baik-baik , minta itu ini, tapi belakang aku, mulut macam longkang. Aku tau. Sebab dorang tu pun sama je macam kau.
Kau, dulu bukannya main lagi tak suka classmate aku , sebab bising itu ini, sekarang, kau jugak yang merapatkan diri dengan dorang. Keji tak keji tu. Tu laaaa, lain kali jangan nak benci orang sangat, lama-lama boleh jadi, kau kena berkawan dengan orang yang kau benci dooo.

Ara, yana, atifa, dia kata, aku suka hidup dengan orang-orang yang hipokrit. Dia kata aku hipokrit. Korang pun hipokrit macam aku lah ni? Sebab tu kacep eh? Gelak-gelak sentiasa bila bersama. HAHAHA.
Entah-entah kau tu sorang je yang hipokrit, cakap orang lain dalam hidup aku ni hipokrit juaaa. or, kau tak tau hipokrit tu sebenarnya apa? HAHAHAHA

Ehem. Dulu mengata KJ. Ni aku dah sepesen je macam KJ. post dekat group and ada ni >>>> HAHAHA.

Kira aku ni cool lah kan? FB and twitter aku tak macam kau. At least kat blog je kalau aku nak hamun pun. Ish ish kesiannnn.
Kau lagi sangat kesian, kau tak tahu siapa lagi yang depan kau baik, bila jumpa aku, mengata pasal kau. Dalam hal ini, kita serupa. TAPI aku tetap tak sama macam kau sebab kau dengan dunia kau, jauh berbeza dengan dunia harmoni aku.

Kalau dulu aku tak kisah orang kutuk or mengata aku, sekarang, aku bertambah tak kisah dan takkan berteguran pun dengan sesiapa melainkan dia memang baik dengan aku.
And ramai juga kata aku kerek and sombong sekarang. Sebab orang yang cakap macam tu lah antara orang yang mulut sangat puaka.
So, aku memang dah tau beza mana satu boleh jadi kawan, mana satu boleh jadi lawan.

So, nampak kan yang aku tak kisah? Sila lah tambah dosa tu. Ajak lagi koloni-koloni kau. Nak band aku macam budak sekolah yang tak matang ke apa ke, buatlah dosa banyak-banyak.

Sedih aku . Pernah kenal dengan orang yang kolot.

Aku ada ramai informer. And aku boleh tau kalau kau buat kecah dengan aku.

Tutorials?

2011-06-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

Tak berapa nak rajin lah nak buat adik-adik blogger sekalian yang request.

Not promising you guys but, I'll do it shortly okay?

And baby,

You're so sweet todaaayyy. HAHA.
But still, you cannot follow me tomorrow okay darling?
Nak jugak?
TAK BOLEHHH.

HAHAHA.

P/S: Surprise :)

Apology

2011-06-25T15:04:00.000+08:00

okay.

I'M SORRY.

You can't accept the real me, so I think that's the best way for you to keep your distance from me and I'm doing that too.

I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING LIKE, SERIOUSLY.

You don't know me and which part of me yang sangat hipokrit. Nak tau hipokrit tak hipokrit aku, kau takkan tahu sebab hanya Lee, dan sekutunya, and beloved boyfriend aku je yanh tau. Dengan siapa aku hipokrit.
Okay?
So mulut kau tu dah boleh senyap sekarang.

You don't know the real me, I'll let you judge.

2011-06-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

Judge me.
I don't give a fuck.

As what Iklima said,

once you are my friend,forever you will be my friend
but to be my true friend,maybe you should be my enemy first
because that's the only way i know both about you
the bad and the good of you :)

Yeah. Through thick and thin. I hate remembering the past and I don't care anymore.
I'll hold on to her words before this, let things be and let that one person be with her running mouth.

I don't give a fuck anymore.

Kau pun sama. Hidup penuh kepura-puraan. Penipuan.
Dari awal cakap dulu kan dah senang. Tak jadi macam ni. HAHAHA.

Memang BOYFRIEND AKU PURA-PURA SAYANGKAN AKU. Sebab tu lah kami dah 9 BULAN , 2 MINGGU DAN 2 HARI BERSAMA. Sebab dia pura-pura sayangkan aku juga lah PARENTS AKU PUN SUKA GILA DEKAT DIA, BIARKAN KAMI TERUS BERSAMA.
Tak gitu? HAHAHA

You will never know what's inside me.
Fullstop.

H A P P I N E S S

2011-06-25T10:44:00.000+08:00

Hey haters out there.

I'm holding on to people that makes me happy and I don't regret at all when I don't have you and you. :)

They're my H A P P I N E S S :)

STALKER

2011-06-25T09:17:00.000+08:00

Kau follow blog aku.

Stalk aku.

Baca segala entry aku.

Entry panas or whatsoever.

Lepas tu kau post dekat page group.

HAHAHA. Pathetic sungguh kau ni.

Kenapa ada orang yang macam ni eh araaaa? :(

Midnight Movie

2011-06-25T01:52:00.000+08:00

1:39 AM.

We're still watching movies. Now, KONGSI :)

Just now, we've watched Penunggu Istana and it's SUPER COOL! HIHIIII.

With my two roomies, Tedd and Jiha and jiran bilik depan, Mai.
Berani gila aku mula-mula, depan skrin tu ha kepala aku. HAHAHAHA.
Sampai dekat ending, amek kau. Mula mula tengok part one, cerita nya sampai klimaks, tak habis lagi, tapi dah stop. Buffer kejap, bukak part 2, dia mula dari awal. Aku click dekat ending-ending, padan muka terkejut. Tengok Ammar berdarah-darah depan skrin. HAHAHAHA Terkejut beruk aku sampai nak menangis. HAKHAK.

Lagi 3 orang ni pulak, hajat sebenar taknak tengok. Sebab aku dah gedik-gedik ajak tengok, dorang pun tengok sambil muka kaver dengan selimut. HAHA COMEL.
Sekarang, dah berkali tengok kongsi pun, berdekah lagi ketawa. Abang Sam! ;)

Saya sangat suka spending time together macam ni <3

I love my roomies :D

This way is a lot, no, MUCH BETTER than my previous roomies. But I miss Iklima. And I met Aziza yesterday, she's doing good. Glad about that.

Nak angkut tilam ke bawah. LATER !

Creating a better future.

2011-06-24T19:25:00.000+08:00

I'm good.
I'm seriously good.
I had so much fun with those fellas who loves to make me laugh out loud.

This sem is waaaaayyyy much better than last two sems. But I miss my old classmates. 6 sahabat :(

Kalau masa PDT dulu, baru masuk je dah jadi itu ini, sampaikan aku jarang nak senyum sangat and sangat berhati-hati nak berkenalan dengan orang lain.
Dulu, I'm a pessimist. I admit that.
Seriously. Maybe sebab orang sekeliling aku dulu memang banyak sangat ion negative kot. Sampai aku yang pretty optimistic ni jadi pessimist. HAHAHAHA.
Kesian lah dekat auf yang pada awalnya hanya pendengar setia keluhan aku. Memang masa aku baru kenal dia tu pun, kes ttuuuuutttttt terjadi . Aku jadi tak keruan, dia yang mendengar segalanya. Syukur aku jumpa dia.
Lepas ni, aku harap aku tak terlibat and bersubahat dengan benda yang boleh mendatangkan derhaka ni semua. Tak mauuu.

I don't care and I don't want to know.

Kepada yang perasan dan terasa tu, aku minta maaf andai kata kata-kata aku tu buat kau perasan. Sampai nak hambur semua bla bla. I don't care anymore. Aku mohon maaf if aku ada buat salah kat kau, IF aku pernah gunakan nama mak bapak kau macam kau buat kat aku demi nak selamatkan diri aku ke apa lah kan. Aku minta maaf. Niat aku bukan nak keji kau, tapi kau pun dah besar panjang, pandai-pandai fikirlah mana baik mana buruk. Bukan kau je, aku juga. So like, we have nothing after this. Okay? I don't want to hear anything about you anymore and don't bother of what I'm doing.

I HOLD ON TO GRUDGES.

That's my weaknesses. You have to remember that. Aku boleh ungkit semua benda yang kau dah buat dekat aku, apa aku tak puas hati gila. Tapi aku taknak jadi macam tu. Sebab kalau tak, jadi macam Kes aku dengan penipu besar KMM tu. So tolong, jangan sampai aku bukak mulut. Lagi teruk nanti.

Bak kata Miss Nizwana (aku rajin buat-buat terserempak dengan dia, lepas tu borak kemain lagi. And naik unit english nak jumpa dia. HAHA ) ,
" I don't know what happen between you and her, but I know you. Ignore all those distractions. Like what you guys like to say, let bygones be bygones. Okay? Think of the future and learn from the past. ''

Yeah teacher. Thanks a lot.
Nasihat dia tu masa dia tanya aku ni, " Before this, you're very close with asmyra right? Where's she? I haven't seen her around with you? ". So, aku pun cakap la yang aku tak kawan dengan dia dah. Tu yang teacher cakap macam tu. Heeheee.

Yeah.

I'm creating a better future for myself and I'm happy with what I have and I don't have right now.
With enormous love from my family, boyfriend and girlfriends, I'm happy.
I'm living my life and please , do live yours entirely. Okay?
Don't bother me or anything that's in my mind.
I say it because that's what in my mind.
Don't be a jerk.
Be a classy lady.

You don't get what you want. That is why you're behaving like a lil bitchy. That's okay. I'm okay because I've met so many kinds of bitches already.
Eh, tolong jangan cepat perasan. I didn't say that you're a bitch. Okay?
Cumanya attitude kau tu dah kearah ke-bitchy-an sikit.
Sorry for that. Am not interested.
Teruskan dengan attitude kau yang suka ikut kepala otak kau and taknak dengar cakap orang lain tu.

We're nothing now.

Penunggu Istana

2011-06-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

Roomate kesayangan, Erni Natasya or famously known ad Tedd Sunny, sedang mendownload movie 'Penunggu Istana'.

Am quite excited . Memang nak sangat tengok first Malaysia's Paranormal Movie ni.
Hihiii

Nak tengok dengan roomate malam ni if possible. Dah lah 3 orang je dalam bilik ni for this weekend. Memang best ah. HAHAHAHA

And tommorow night, bilik ara pulak InsyaAllah. HEEEEE

SUKA TAK?!

2011-06-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

Siapa dah tengok cerita Dilarang Masuk, tau lah part mana ayat 'Suka Tak' ni disebut and tak boleh blah gila.

Well, am tell you guys.

Aku tau kau orang memang suka gila buat kerja yang melibatkan mulut ni.
Kata aku mulut longkang, mulaut kau tu lagi macam sial, tak sedar diri.
Berlagak bagus macam yekyek je la. Tapi sebenarnya tak.

Aku tak suka orang yang cakap tak serupa bikin ni. BOLEH JALAN LAAAA.

HAHAHA.

Bak kata ara and yana,

Kau dengan hidup bodoh kau tu, BOLEH BLAH.

HAHA. Sumpah teringat hal malam semalam. Hihii

Aku terima gurauan kasar doo. Sebab aku pun kasar.
Kalau maki hamun, boleh lah bagi award kat aku. Gampang tak gampang tu? HAHAHAHAHA.
Sebab aku ni 'BULLET PROOF' bak kata rakan sekolah aku.
So, say whatever you want, I don't give a fuck bitch. HAHAHA

Malas aku nak layan dah.

Suka tak?! HAHAHA

Kasih Sayang :)

2011-06-24T18:10:00.000+08:00

Hihiii.

Salam semuaa :)

Alright. Hectic day today. Walhal hari jumaat je pun kan? HAHA. Aku letih, ada sebabnya.
Tapi malam tadi agak seronok lah. First time gua merantau, tak tidur dalam bilik. HAHAHAHA. Serious first time aku buat dekat KMM ni lah. HAHA. Aku ni, problematic sikit kalau bab nak tidur dekat bilik orang lain ni sebenarnya. Aku kena tidur atas katil aku, cadar aku, bantal aku sendiri . Sendiri punya lah senang cerita. Baru aku rasa macam tidur aku tu best gila. HAHAHA.

But last night was seriously fun :)

Overnight kat A5. Berniat nak buat kerja.
Sekali nonton 'Dilarang Masuk'. SUKA TAK ??? HAHAHAHA
Lepas tu, dah nak dekat pukul sebelas baru lah aku teringat, jotter chemist tak siap lagiii. Procedure separuh jalan and table tak da. HAHAHA.
Nasib baiklah kawan aku yang sorang ni serious baik, bagi aku pinjam jotter dia.
Dah lah tu, aku tidur pulak atas katil dia. Niat nak baring sekejap. Sekali sampai ke pagi . Amek kauuuu. HAHAHAHA.

Thanks for the fun friends.
Kenapalah aku tak kenal korang dari awal sem kaaannnn.
HAHAHAHA.

Farah Azirah Abd Ramli, Adeliana Rosli, Ezzalina Ghazali and Syazana Yahya.
Thanks sebab bagi aku bermalam dekat bilik korang. Untung laaaa satu bilik exPDT kan. Best gila , dapat pulak korang semua sekepala. HAHAHA

P/S: Ara, thanks for the bed, selimut and apa-apa je lahh. Hihiii. Sayang lebihhh ah camnii! HAHA :)

JPP

2011-06-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

Seronok aku tengok kawan-kawan aku berkempen. Hihii

My dear friends,
As far as I know,
For Modul 1 : Faidhi, Tasnim, Anis
Modul 2 : Ara.

Good luck people! Dah confirm 3 orang modul 1 tu , aku akan pangkah nama diorang! Hihi. Chaiyokkk!

Korang memang mampu dan berwibawa.
Bukan setakat nak kerusi JPP , nak markah Koku, tapi tak buat kerja. Aku tau, korang bukan macam tu.
Bila dah jadi nanti, jangan merungut tau penat buat kerja ke apa ke. Okay?

Love you guys and good luck! :)